A Girl's Story

'I too wanted to forget that girl. Really forget her, that is, stop yearning to write about her. Stop thinking that I have to write about this girl and her desire and madness, her idiocy and pride, her hunger and her blood that ceased to flow. I have never managed to do so.'

 

In A Girl's Story, her latest book, Annie Ernaux revisits the summer of 1958, spent working as a holiday camp instructor in Normandy, and recounts the first night she spent with a man. When he moves on, she realizes she has submitted her will to his and finds that she is a slave without a master. Now, sixty years later, she finds she can obliterate the intervening years and return to consider this young woman whom she wanted to forget completely.

 

In writing A Girl's Story, which brings to life her indelible memories of that summer, Ernaux discovers that here was the vital, violent and dolorous origin of her writing life, built out of shame, violence and betrayal.

 

 

 

‘Ernaux is an unusual memoirist: she distrusts her memory... Ernaux does not so much reveal the past―she does not pretend to have any authoritative access to it―as unpack it.’
― Madeleine Schwartz, New Yorker

 

‘A profound and beautiful examination of the impenetrable wall that time erects between the self we are, and the selves we once were. I know of no other book that so vividly illustrates the frustrations and the temptations of that barrier, and our heartache and longing in trying to breach it. Annie Ernaux is one of my favorite contemporary writers, original and true. Always after reading one of her books, I walk around in her world for months.’
― Sheila Heti, author of Motherhood

 

‘Another deeply felt, fearlessly honest exploration of female desire, shame, and intellectual passion from the incomparable Annie Ernaux.’
― Sigrid Nunez, author of The Friend

 

‘Annie Ernaux writes memoir with such generosity and vulnerable power that I find it difficult to separate my own memories from hers long after I’ve finished reading. In A Girl’s Story she detangles an adolescence rife with desire and shame, an era of both internal and external debasement. Ernaux wisely ventures into the gray areas of her memories; she doesn’t attempt to transcend their power, nor to even “understand” them, but to press them firmly into this diamond of a book.’
― Catherine Lacey, author of Pew

 

‘In A Girl’s Story, Ernaux cements her position as a writer of immense depth and grace.’
― Sarah Gerard, author of Sunshine State: Essays

 

‘Revisiting painful periods is hardly new territory for writers, but Ernaux distills a particular power from the exercise.’
― New York Times

 

‘Ernaux has inherited de Beauvoir’s role of chronicler to a generation.’
― Margaret Drabble, New Statesman